| The Consciousness as-it-is faces competition. There is competition
with the intellect -- that built-in attachments to beliefs, that
capacity to believe in systems and structures and to adhere to
conditioning. These programs involve more than just concepts,
because most humans are hard wired to accept some outside authority
or to adhere to some faith, some religious principles. The
programming is hard wired in the brain. It seems a formidable task
to transcend these basic beliefs.
In the past, these beliefs were part of the survival mechanism for a
child-like humanity which viewed the world as a mysterious,
frightening place. Some hard wiring was necessary at that time in
order to provide people with a pacifier, some assurance of survival.
But humans have moved beyond that survival need, beyond the need to
feel that there is some "other" power that is protecting or guiding
them. The brain's hard wiring has become obsolete. This is in
accord with the evolutionary process. In the process of evolution,
certain characteristics hang around past their time; attributes
continue to be created even though they are no longer needed. The
hard wiring for faith, for belief, continues to be created.
This can hinder the awakening process. When you begin to feel the
stirring of the core existence, True Nature, it is natural to look
outside to recognized authorities or spiritual teachings, in order to
try to find some validation, some guidance, but mostly what you find
is an agenda, another belief, another concept, another way, and that
tends to take you away from awakening.* It tends to box you into an
accepted possibility, a religion, a spiritual discipline, or a
belief. For the most part, that successfully guides you to some"other", but at the cost of true awakening, true realization, True
Nature.
True Nature is a very individual process. True Nature is a place
where you absolutely resonate with the uniqueness of Life that you
are, where you discover through direct experience your potentials,
where you realize your capabilities and your shortcomings. All
experience serves this awakening; no experience can be denied or
should ever be rejected. All of it is Life teaching how energy works.
In the past, it was most difficult to understand direct experience.
There was so much mystery about the world, so much unknown, so much
to fear, and as a result, stories became sufficient--stories about
the origin and meaning of Life and about what happens after death.
Stories assisted in bringing about a kind of stabilization, allowing
a person to move through various experiences without freaking out.
Something similar occurs with the belief in a Santa Claus or the
Easter bunny; such beliefs are for children, to help pacify them in
the face of the unknown. They serve a certain function, provide
something to look forward to, provide a sense of magic. It is easy
for a child to believe in those things, because the child is magical
already. The child has a magical existence, but to hold onto such
childhood magic is disabling as a person moves into the workaday
world. Letting go of the magic seems to be a necessary sacrifice in
order to accommodate the consensus world, but the superstitious
stories about the "other" continue in consensus reality.
So there is a lot to compete with in presenting The Consciousness as-it-is, as it has evolved to this moment, as it is transcending the
past, the systems, the structures, the beliefs, the concepts and the
programming. In presenting it as it is now, The Consciousness comes
into competition with all the intellectual processes, the beliefs,
the hard wiring.
Yet everything serves. Every experience is a revelation of the
potential that is inherent within True Nature: the possibility of
evolving the brain, deleting neural pathways that no longer serve the
expansion of awareness, and establishing new neural pathways that
help you to see the bigger picture, to experience greater awareness
and connection.
You have the constant opportunity to surrender the emotional stuff
which is part of the hard wiring. As you begin to access True
Nature, it is natural for old patterns to be released. It takes
energy to access the core of your existence; it also takes energy to
hold onto past patterns, to keep them in place. You are faced with a
sacrifice: Are you going to move deeper into your core existence and
face the debris which is thereby set loose, or are you going to
continue to hold that stuff in place at the expense of True Nature?
You are faced with a sacrifice: Are you going to move deeper into
your core existence and face the debris which is thereby set loose,
or are you going to continue to hold onto the emotional stuff at the
expense of True Nature?
You can see how, all your life, you have tried to figure out where
you belong and where things belong; the "why" and "wherefore" of
experiences. You have sought to understand the consequences of
actions which are often embarrassing, disgusting, separating,
painful, and unbearable. It is natural for the brain to fight for
its survival, to try to tuck these experiences away into some kind of
safe pocket, hoping to keep the lid on them so that they don't flare up.
When you get down to it, there are two kinds of humans: Those who are
going to evolve and be all they can be, and those who are going to
remain safe, secure in some belief, some concept, some system, some
structure, hoping that the structure will take care of them. Which
human are you going to be? Are you going to move into the depths of
being, finding your True Nature, or are you going to stay safe,
keeping your stuff securely tucked away where it won't bother you?
Unfortunately, you can either move deeper into the core existence, or
you can keep your stuff in place. You can't do both.
It becomes a paradox; much of what has been taught in the past
applies to the present: not resisting, not being attached, allowing,
exercising compassion and patience. These principles are valid for
human existence even now. To be compassionate with yourself is to
realize that, "Yes, the deeper I go into realization and awareness,
the more muck I have to wade through. It is natural." The stuff has
had a long time to accumulate: a little here, a little there; a
misunderstood experience forms a solid place of resistance. You
protect yourself, and the body in turn mirrors that protective
stance: your body braces itself, stiffens itself, stresses itself in
order to withstand the onslaughts which the brain perceives are
taking place. A baby would not survive this kind of stress, but
fortunately for the human race, this is "privileged information."
You don't get it when you are born. When you are born, the world is
a big playground, full of possibilities, and you have a cushion of
magical thinking. You don't know how something works, so you are at
liberty to make up an explanation.
But all things change. Humans must mature. The maturity is on
purpose, because the baby mind cannot house the True Nature, the
direct experience of The Consciousness; it only houses parts, pieces,
and bits. The design of Life brings maturity to the form in order to
house more of The Consciousness, the possibilities of Life inherent
in each cell.
There are certain things that are beneficial to accessing your True
Nature, to facilitating the evolution of the brain: laughter; not
taking things too seriously, being stress-free as much as possible.
When you find yourself holding and resisting, ask yourself: Is this
necessary? Do I really have to brace myself against this perceived
attack, or can I just bend freely, flow with it, instead of resisting
it? Liberation comes with sacrifice, with the realization that your
stuff will come up and you will have to face it, but the deeper you
are in True Nature, the more connected, the more transcendent of
separation you are, the easier it becomes to deal with the stuff.
You don't resist it. You say: "Yeah, that's stuff, some of the
excess baggage I've been dragging around; no wonder I'm so tired; it
takes a lot of energy to hang onto it."
It is easy to think that the world is picking on you, that it hates
you, that it is trying to do you in, and that you must have some kind
of defense. However, you can see all around you that defenses don't
work. Guns don't work; killing doesn't work; withholding doesn't
work. There are all these wonderful examples of the things that
don't work. Sometimes I question the sanity of human beings, who
keep doing the same things over and over again, repeating the things
that don't work, while expecting the results to be different.
Aren't you tired? Aren't you tired of carrying around all of that
luggage that you don't need? Most of your luggage is somebody else's
anyway. Where did you get that guilt? Where did you pick up that
judgment? Who gave you that lack of confidence? Who diminished
you? You didn't do that yourself; at some point, someone helped you,
so it is their luggage you are dragging around. It is like a heavy
trunk without wheels. You can hear the scraping in your brain as you
drag it around. You are not alone. Everyone is experiencing this,
but there is a way out. The way out is the way in; how you got in,
is how you get out.
There are certain ways of looking at Life that have a rebirthing
quality, a renewing, transformative aspect. The moment you have made
up in your intellect that "This is the way it is," you add a
structured block, a point of resistance to your existence. The
moment you accept a belief or give in to the hypnosis, and you think,"This is how it works," you have established another block, a place
of attachment, another piece of luggage.
As I have said before: Become the walking question mark. Knowledge
is a wonderful thing, but it is also a terrible thing, because it is
human nature to believe so-called "knowledge," to believe the
perception, to accept "they say," often at the expense of the direct
experience and knowing that you are capable of. When the intellect
has it figured out, when it has a neural pathway dedicated to "This
is the way it is," it is difficult to get around that. So you have
to go back to the point before you believed, before you established
neural pathways; you go back to that simple wonder of Life around
you, the amazement you experienced at any little moment, the magical
movement of the leaves being pushed around by invisible forces. Oh,
you know about the wind, you know what that is. You know about a
sunset or sunrise; you know that the sun itself is not moving down or
up in the sky, but that the earth is simply rotating.
Yet the essence, the magic, the beauty comes from just observing,
just watching, just seeing, feeling, not interpreting, not knowing.
Beauty is marred by the theory or the hypothesis. This doesn't mean
that you are to be ignorant, but it means to hold knowledge,
awareness and simplicity altogether, so that you appreciate and enjoy
the things around you. When you see the beauty of Life, the gifts
bestowed upon humanity, the gifts of nature, the blooming of a
flower, the setting of the sun, the colors--these are all
perceptions, but when you appreciate these perceptions, when you see
them in the context of an unfolding, evolving Life, you begin to
reverse the belief, you begin to surrender the excess baggage; you
experience magical moments, just from the wonder of Life, the gift of
Life.
When you allow yourself to experience the wonder of Life as it
evolves and unfolds, you begin to reverse belief and surrender the
excess baggage. You see a tremendous order of the universe, of
possibilities waiting to take place. You gain an understanding of
the energy of Life, the Life Force. You understand how people are
the way they are, and why. You understand the fear that most people
suffer, the separation that most people experience; you see it is
unnecessary, that it does not contribute to the quality of life, but
distracts from it. That realization becomes the teacher; Life is the
ultimate teacher. In order to be a good student, you have to be open
to all possibilities, open to what Life is saying and teaching and
giving through the experience.
To the intellect it seems too simple. Also, there is fear, because
the moment you begin to embrace the Is-ness of Life, you run into the
accumulated stuff--your stuff and other people's stuff. You can look
at it and realize, "Oh that's just stuff I picked up somewhere, a bit
of useless debris I've been dragging around, thinking I had to fix it
or solve it somehow." "Stuff" is really just misunderstood
experience. Unfortunately, it becomes bigger than the experience,
and it is impossible to analyze the stuff in order to figure out what
the experience was, because the experience is already gone and you
are left with the stuff. It seems like a raw deal: you have the
stuff, but you don't have the experience. It's no fair.
Life is not fair or unfair. Life just is. The quality of your life
is enhanced as you change the way you look at things. When you are
present with what-is, the moment is transformed by direct
experience. Direct experience requires that you hold in check your
fears, your doubts, your past; you don't resist them, you are not
attached to them, but you see that they have a place. It is like you
can be here, and your excessive baggage can be over there somewhere.
You know where it is, you know what it is, you haven't abandoned it,
but you have it where you don't trip over it, where it is not in your
way. In Life, the less you trip over your excess baggage, the
further away it gets.
Knowing that you are a unique expression of Life, that you are
housing more and more of these possibilities moment by moment, is the
direct experience of True Nature, the awakening to this potential
that is You, not the programmed or artificial you, but the real You.
The more you see that, the more the stuff doesn't matter. It may bug
you once in awhile, but you can deal with it. It is just stuff. It
is also helpful to remember that it is not all your stuff either.
People saw you carrying stuff and so they gave you theirs too. Stuff
is sneaky. You often don't know where it comes from; it just
accumulates. If you can recognize it, laugh at it, and realize it is
all right, you won't fall over it.
Stuff is energy, energy with a label. Take the label off, and you
have pure energy. You need more energy to go deeper into the core of
yourself, and you can gain energy by de-labeling the stuff. You de-label it by just feeling it, feeling the energy of it directly
without seeking to interpret it or explain it, moment by moment. That
becomes a double compensation, because you are no longer using energy
to keep the stuff in place, and you gain the energy that was locked
up by the label. You will now be able to move even deeper, even
faster into the core of yourself.
Life is energy. The Consciousness is energy that is intelligent. It
is constantly gaining awareness of itself as you; through each
experience it is adding to and building up information. The universe
is information. Any system, any technology, anything in this world
that deals with information will prosper. Suppression of information
will fade away, because human intelligence, that core existence of
The Consciousness that you are, will not suffer the lack of
information. It is the very nature of your being to access more
information. You do that through direct experience, through
connection and deepening awareness. You can call it "enlightenment,"
you can call it "transformation," but really it is all about connection.
One other ingredient to deepening awareness is intimacy--not just
lovers' intimacy. Each human relationship will thrive when there is
intimacy. Intimacy is letting someone see into you. I see into you
all the time, so I am intimate with you all the time. In a
relationship, a partnership, in any kind of coming together, there is
the necessity of intimacy, allowing others to see into you, not
creating a wall of separation. That has been the problem of human
existence: walls of separation, keeping people out, often with good
reason, because you have been hurt, you have been wounded. But no
matter how often you were hurt, you didn't die. You have to go
deeper into the solidarity of that True Nature of your total
existence, where there is nothing that can damage or diminish you.
You may run into individuals who are mean, but I think mostly they
are just jealous because you've got it and they don't, so they do
everything they can to take it away from you. Also, in the same
breath they are testing you to see if it is real.
Don't be afraid to look into the individuals around you, to look into
the core, the heart of their existence. Intimacy is a vital
ingredient in preparation for the evolution of humanity. Just
imagine what happens when you develop the brain's capacity to
immediately connect and see into any situation. If humans haven't
learned to accept intimacy, it can create quite a problem, because
when that capacity of the brain is developed, there will be no walls,
and nothing will be hidden.
There have been movies and television programs about how machines may
take over the world someday, and rule over human beings. My
experience with machines is quite different, however. I have found
that I must make agreements with machines, so that they will work
when I am around them. I am not afraid that an intelligent computer
will boss me around, because I already know that if I don't have an
agreement with it, it won't work; it will just quit. It is up to the
human species to keep up with the machines, not to be afraid of
them. It is possible that machines could become sentient; machines
could evolve to house not only information, but also self awareness.
Then you would have to be really conscious to keep up with the
machine. The human brain is actually the master computer. Already
there is tremendous potential in the brain that is not even in use,
just waiting for the intelligence to make use of it.
We are on the verge of a great humanity. I know that humans have a
large potential to mess things up, but I also have hope that humans
won't mess it up, that there will be enough who realize it is a
partnership, that we can form partnerships even with machines. We
can cooperate, we don't need to lose the human transformative ability
to house more and more and more intelligence. I see that is the only
way for humanity to survive: to keep expanding, to keep housing more
and more of the universal intelligence that is available from all
experiences, that is, being in total connection, fearlessly. If you
are afraid of machines, you probably will create the reason that you
should be afraid of them.
It is a matter of realizing that everything is connected, everything
can become a part of the explosion of possibilities. Fear has no
place in this scenario. A lack of confidence has no place.
Separation has no place. You are designed for this step; you
inherently have the possibility; it is natural, part of True Nature.
It is inevitable. Humans periodically go through dark nights, fear
mongering, but I know that the human being is more capable than what
belief says. I know there are greater possibilities in waiting if
humans can just get over themselves, if they can just move to a place
of letting go, surrendering, because the world cannot survive if
everybody tries to get even. At some point people have to transcend
the part of the brain that has the capacity to seek revenge, that
clings to a narrow view, that incites chaos, drama and even murder.
There are other things happening in the brain which will eventually
override all of that.
This is something you can start doing now: you start having amnesia,
on purpose. You forget the bad, and you remember the good. You
forget the problem, and you remember the things that are working, and
if there is only one thing in your life that is working, you don't
remember anything else. If you remember only the one thing that is
working, soon you will find that other things are working, and first
thing you know there will be nothing in your life that doesn't work,
because you forgot it! That is the secret of success.
There is nothing that intelligence doesn't know, and there is nothing
that cannot be overcome through intelligence. You now have this bit
of information, and it is up to you to make use of it. You can set
it aside and say, "Oh, maybe one day I'll get to it, after I muddle
through my stuff." Or you can make use of it now. You make use of
it by being present, realizing connection, being aware, and trusting
in that core of yourself that resonates with the truth of each
moment. That trust is so important. I have seen countless people
who have resonated with this Space, but then they go off and listen
to someone else who says, "Oh, that could not have been it," and they
believe that, and they reject their own direct experience. People
just don't trust themselves; they would rather trust an outside
perception of authority than their own direct experience. It is a
sad, dangerous state of affairs when people do not trust their own
direct experience.
How are you ever going to know, until you start trusting what you
know? This means trusting your direct experience of things--not what
you believe, not what you are conditioned to, not what you have been
told, but what you truly resonate with. Yes, through hypnosis or
belief, you can think that you are having an experience, when in fact
you are only experiencing your beliefs or conditioning, but when you
really begin to trust you start to find what is genuine; it starts to
reveal itself. You start resonating with something very deep, and it
becomes lasting and present. Within you is that capability, the
place that resonates with information and intelligence that is
happening through each experience, moment by moment.
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