| Your commitment to Life is "Yes I can do this; no matter what, I can
do it; I am doing it, moment by moment." It requires compassion, it
requires patience, it requires allowing, with yourself and with
everybody around you, because you are all human. You are going to
fall down and skin your knees, bruise your nose, but don't lay on the
ground; get back up and go at it again. You can't give up. I can't
give up. Sometimes I want to give up, because it is hard. It is
hard to watch people struggle with this and not be able to say to
them, "Well this is what you need to do." There is no "this is what
you have to do." You just have to do it; you have to make it so.
That is your real power.
My work involves trying to get you to realize the reservoir of
absolute power that is at your constant disposal, that is constantly
there for you to make use of. Instead of using it, you often go into
the intellect, you go into the past, you go into your "poor me, I
can't do it"; you go into expectations, you go into this and that,
you squander your energy, and you suffer. That is the way the world
has always done it, but that is not the way of Life. That is living
beneath your Is-ness. The bottom line involves accepting what-Is and
going with it, not projecting onto other people or yourself, but
using the brain to facilitate the transformation of the body/mind,
and as you transform the body/mind, the whole system transforms
around you.
You are entering a new, accelerated level, and that causes problems,
because sometimes it seems more than you can deal with. I see that
the closer I bring you to this core energy of Life, the more you see
about yourself, the more you see your problems, your shortcomings,
your inabilities. I don't teach denial, but I don't teach
complacency or giving in to those shortcomings either. The moment
you see a shortcoming, it is as if Life is saying, "Hey, see this?
You can leave this behind now; you don't have to stay with this; you
don't need it any more." Instead, you often buckle under and say, "Well, I can't do it because of this shortcoming."
The first thing to do in this awareness is to throw out "can't do."
Eliminate "can't" from your vocabulary. Eliminate negatives from
your vocabulary; eliminate problems from your vocabulary; eliminate
interpretations from your vocabulary. Interpretations mean nothing;
they are simply judgments about something, and they become an excuse
for you not to do what you know you can do.
I know that you get beat up by life, beat up by consensus reality. I
am not exempt from consensus reality either, but I don't take it
personally, I don't take it seriously; I let it run off of me.
Sometimes you will step into the crap of consensus reality, but so
what? You can just wipe it off and go on. There is a way of being in
the world where you say "So what?" "So I fell down; I will get up
and go at it again. I can't fail." The moment you know you can't
fail, you are a success, but until you accept that, you are going to
keep having problems. The awareness is that it doesn't matter if you
have a problem every single minute; it doesn't mean anything. It is
just a problem. So what? You can be overwhelmed by it, or you can
say "So what?" and do what is next.
I wish there were something I could give you to make you all-
powerful, something that would enable you to know this and go on with
it, but I can't give you anything, because it is all in the brain.
You create your own reality, your own problems, your own
shortcomings, and you also can create a new life, a new and powerful
way of being in the world.
You live in a field of forgiveness and acceptance. The new species
won't hold a grudge, won't have a condemnation or judgment, but will
live in a constant discernment that everybody is doing the best they
can, moment by moment. Sometimes, some people will fall, but instead
of stepping on them or walking all over them, you help them up. If
you have to do that ten thousand times a day, you do it ten thousand
times a day. There is no time limit, no amount limit, on how often
one forgives and moves on. There is no limit on how often one,
instead of reacting to something, finds an appropriate response to
it. That takes work, because your knee-jerk reaction is a judgment,
a projection, making something wrong. The easy way out is making
something wrong. That is too easy. It takes more work to find
something right, to find an appropriate response, to find an
acceptance, an allowing. That takes embracing Is-ness and seeing a
bigger picture.
What is required is your being so dedicated to this awareness that
there is nothing else in the way. "Nothing else in the way" does not
mean that there is nothing else in your life; it just means that this
awareness takes first place, and everything else in your life is
second. That is the kind of dedication that is necessary to keep
this going. That is the kind of dedication I have, and that is why
it is working for me. If this awareness weren't first for me, I
would be in lots of trouble.
This doesn't mean that you don't have a life. You have a life, you
have needs, but your needs do not override your commitment to the
Space. The work comes in how to balance those things. Human nature
is so addictive that one can get lost in need. So you have to be
very strong, very committed to the core, the awareness, and then the
rest of your life can be what it is going to be. It requires that
each of you come to the place where you know what is important to
you, what is important for your uniqueness, and how to meet that, but
it never takes the place of your commitment to the Space. If it does
take the place of your commitment, then probably, a conditional
program is running, because the Space will never be in conflict with
your uniqueness.
Each of you is unique, and sometimes that uniqueness can seem to
present a conflict with what is good for the whole. That requires
allowing who-you-are to blend and harmonize with the whole, while at
the same time allowing you to be all you can be. On your part, you
have to be totally committed to being all you can be, regardless of
how hard it is, regardless of what you have to give up or what you
have to go through. It requires constant surrendering to what-Is.
You have to push through; you have to have a commitment that you can
do it. When you have that commitment, you do it, but if you are
wishy-washy about it, if you are unsure of yourself, if you are
looking for escapes and excuses, the consensus world will fill you
with all kinds of excuses. You will be so whipped and beat up and
limited that you won't be able to crawl out of a hole. Life simply
accommodates what is going on in the brain.
When you are truly committed to being all you can be, there is power,
power to go beyond shortcomings, power to facilitate the
transformation of the body/mind, moment by moment.
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